In life, we’ll never fail meet trials and tribulations.
After all, that are the salt, sugar & spices that grows a great human, if he/she never fails to seek Allah helps.
The moment of sudden, unexpected and great trials reminds us life is not always goes as what is hope and plan. It can be very difficult to bear and stands with, but that is when the Iman plays the role..
Just let the tears drop, do not despair. Allah knows the best. Even it is hard for you to believe it.
Ibn al Qayyim, beautifully describes how Prophet Muhammad cried over a sad situation;
“As for the weeping of the Prophet (صلى الله عليه وسلم) it was in the same degree as his laughter. He wouldn’t sob loudly and raise his voice, just like his laughter wasn’t loud. However his eyes would fill up with tears, until they flowed out, and you would hear the sound like that of a whistling kettle coming from his chest. He would weep out of mercy for the dead, out of fear and compassion for his ummah, out of deep fear of Allaah (سبحانه وتعالى), upon listening to the Qur’aan. And it was a weeping of longing, love and exaltation, accompanied by fear and khashyah”.
Just let the tears drop. Believe it as Allah knows the best!